"SHE CLAIMS I AM A BANDIT"

original mail from ALAIN HOROIT /HATIKVAH/ MISTER NEVER GIVE UP

On 25.03.2011 8:14, Shalom From Hatikvah wrote: 

i didn't talk with her about anything

she claims i am a bandit, and that's it

well, that's it then

i am not interested what everyone thinks

i know that i am doing mitzvot and most of the people support me

there will always be people with envy, frustrated or useless

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Date: Fri, 25 Mar 2011 19:55:08 +0100
From: alinkap@mail.ru
To: hatikvah1@hotmail.com
Subject: Re:

what did you talk to her about that she said wasn't kosher?
what kind of business?


On 25.03.2011 6:07, Shalom From Hatikvah wrote:

The most anger comes when you think you are dealing with a wise and caring person and in the end discover that she has no integrity at all and stupid as stupid can be.  That's the case of Michal.  I think that if you have to test all these wise chassidic talmudic people that talk smart but in case like this, half of them will lose their credibility and status.  It's very easy to talk, it's very easy to talk about others, but when you really need to apply your philosophy, most people suddenly forget all of it.

Integrity is sticking on your principles independently the situation. Integrity isn't believing something in the morning and believing something else in the evening.

That was the case with Michal.  I though she was smart, but in the end, she was the ONLY person attacking me with such hate...as if she was the one concerned.  But I guess she was a hypocrite all over. It is not possible that she suddenly changed her true personality.  She heard about me long time ago and found now the occasion to try to pull me down.  So, she was hypocrite and was lying with sincerity...

Some people told me that I had to clear my name after the insinuations made by that guy.  I answered that he was clearing my name on my behalf. They didn't understand what I was talking about.  Indeed, it's already a time that there were lies and rumors about me, like I stole all the money of erev gala ball and that I owe the whole city.  Nothing is less true.  

In Tel Aviv I had one depth to Gag Ha'Olam of 2000euros, out of 30.000 euros that were completely paid.  I even did so that only Gag Ha'olam would be left with a little payment to fulfill and not 15 little amounts here and there.  But the fantasy of people trespasses all reality.  You know, when I will be famous, I wouldn't have to write a book, other will already write it for me with more imagination beyond belief.  But as said, people were talking but i didn't have any grip on it. Because that other guys made it public, I had the chance to defend myself.  And finally people could hear my version and of course they saw that the lies about me were far beyond reality.  So what happened, many people started to think and saw that I wasn't that bad after all, certainly after the proves and words written by ZAKA.  The other guy lost many friends that started to support me.  People who wouldn't believe me if that hadn't happen.  So yes, in a way his bad intention to destroy my name turned out to clear my name.  No sailing boat moves without wind.  And he created wind for me.

He said that my name wasn't my name.  Well that was easy to prove.  He accused me of taking that money in my own pocket.  Well, that was also easy to prove to be wrong.  He also accused me of being an international porno star, well, that is more complex to prove to be wrong.  How can I prove not to be a porno star?  Although it's wrong, I rather take this as a compliment, because it's not given to anyone to be a famous porno star.

But what about proves from his side?  None.  And you know how people reacted to his insinuations?  Well they said that he had proves and for some people that was enough.  Unbelievable.  People believe someone because his says that he has proves but no one is asking for these proves...!!

That guy, I don't know him.  I just deleted him a few times as admin after that he was put by another admin without my authorization.  Of course I deleted that other admin as well.  I even have mails where he criticized HATIKVAH to be a non jewish missionary page.  That's all his hatred come from and explains his action.  But in the end it all turn against him.  Because everything I did was a mitzvah, no bad intentions.  And the rest of my business was a series of events without any bad faith.  Going bankrupt and losing money isn't necessary fraud, but just misfortune without any role of bad faith.

And regarding Michal, it was almost unbelievable.  Out of the blue she appeared to be my biggest enemy.  Trust me that I received so many supporting mails and almost no hatred mails... and as much as I defended myself and showed proof how more that people applaud me and said that G-D will return me 1000 more blessings.

But I didn't count on the reaction of Michal who didn't want to stop arguing and calling me liar and cheater. The most ridiculous action I ever saw.

First she claimed that may proof was fake.  Once that another man who checked by calling ZAKA confirmed that I was completely honest and ZAKA confirmed that I was doing great things, she suddenly replied "I had no doubt about the monies given to ZAKA" while an hour earlier she confirmed that I cheated.

Then when that was ok, she started to me to accuse me of thief and bandit.  I told her that i didn't need her to explain my life and that it wasn't her concern anymore the same as her life and the life of her husband's businesses wasn't of my concern.  But guess what, she didn't want to stop.  Where are all her moral values?  She accuses me, making insinuations and knowing everything better without even asking me, me the only concerned who can reply on all her questions.  I asked her 10 times to send me an email and I will reply all her questions, but she didn't, she wanted to stay public.  Then she asked me how much I transferred to ZAKA.  I replied to her why asking asking me as she made all her accusation by calling others, I said call ZAKA and they will exactly tell you.  And then she started to say why I wasn't replying to that question!?  I said that now that I gave her the chance to check again to the source, why were she asking me?  She didn't ask me anything while accusing me of bandit neither.  SO STUPID...

Then Nadine read this and wrote a message that all the people who accused me wrongly should be ashamed.  Upon which Michal replied that Nadine should be ashamed defending me!  At that time, after a week being wrongly attacked, the last thing I would tolerate is that someone attack my sister.  I wanted to insult that BITCH so badly with every detail that I could think of... but i decided to simply delete her.  Because I guess she was taking pleasure in it and I didn't again wanted to lower myself to their level.

It's all about restrain and not entering your opponent's game.  I understand more politicians that need to have a solid character not to react on everything people are telling about them.  Otherwise it's impossible to remain focused.